Initial D
Just finished watching 26 episodes of car chasing. Nostalgic feeling. I was just wondering, how something so easy can go so wrong. Yes, things of the past should not be used to affect the future negatively. I will remember that. That said, I love to try drifting in Japan, if i have the chance.
After coming to Japan, i might have changed quite abit. Could it be the culture here, which pretty much promotes "having a good life" (my interpretation), or could it be the swelling bank account back in singapore. hehehe.
When the others here talked about their old days, laughing, chattering, i was sitting there, wondering, what the hell did i do the last 26 years. Absolutely nothing. I am practically walking aimlessly, just living life base on instincts. You are nice to me, i am nice to you.
Achivement and Inspiration, the two words i wrote on an A4 paper which got vandalised on my birthday. Reminds me that i have to start achieving something, and to remain an inspiration for those who believed in me. But with the vandalism, i guess i have to redo it again. Thanks guys...=P
Let me banish it all away with my sleep once more, tomorrow will be a better day.
Tshush, Rowf, Ed, Lemming and Winston, the only people i know who read this, paiseh, just throwing my grieviences out to the sea. I'm still the HAHAHA HOO HOO HEHEEHE! guy lar. Stupid Initial D. Now, 2 more hours to my 2nd season to finish downloading. hahahha.
*Edited Blog. Hehe. i think edit better bah. If you have read the original, erm, Thanks for coming here before. =P*
posted by Ivan at 11:10 PM
5 Comments:
The Ivan I remember wouldn't curse so openly either, unless of course things are going really badly... or Ivan's high on sake.
I'm sure there are things you love... You just gotta let it all out :)
I guess, with this independence, comes reprioritization. For myself, I try to remind myself what kind of a person I want to be, though I'm still way off... This life's transient, so spend it wisely.
BTW I never really understood the URL for ur blog. Is it ACS age, to mark your overseas escapades? Or AC sage, as in smart alec??
Heyo, okay lar, its actually much better here than in Singapore. I have my own appartment(room), have money, do watever i want, study, work, holiday, Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter, Japanese Girls and GLAY concerts.
My inability to want probably stems from the way i grew up. I can almost never get anything i wanted. So well. It just stops.
But now that i have money to get what i want, its a different story. haha. 1 year 1 month more to go. Time really flies. Just realised...i think i got the same hairstyle as yours in your pic...haha...almost.
acsage. i'll leave you guessing. =P
Hmmm...I don't really know if I've changed much, whether going overseas was much of a catalyst to my independence as you experienced.
What I do know is that, living alone, you have more time to yourself, your thoughts are your privates ones (cept those that you elect to share on your blog of course) and well, the time that you spend within your four walls stays within the four walls most of the time =P
Sounds pretty self-centered I know, but that's what really happens, not quite independence, but more softa self-reflection, finding yourself oppurtunity for me.
Relish it dude, I'm such the unhappy bugger during the holidays when I'm back in Singapore, living with the family!
hey,
you didn't mention what was written on the back of your Achieve and Inspiration paper!! want me to disclose to all? ;)
Bah. i never win.
heh.
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